Another Brand new day!!!!

Dear all friends...

I will try not to JUST talk about Janice and me...

Please understand this is one of the main way I can relief....

Anyway.... I will try to put more stuffs on here... Take care, Everyone...

Day after snowstorm

Dear Janice,

It was second snowstorm of the year...

I made you a small snowman last time and I made a bigger one this time. Not as good as Uncle Carreau made for you, but good enough... HOpe you can see it from the above. I also made another 3 smaller ones together. They are mommy, Daddy and you, Janice.

I haven't update here for a month. Not that I forget about you... Janice, how could I forget you?

I have been working out in order to have better health. It seems like still a long way to go. I gained so much weight... maybe keep eating when I misses you... or... just didn't care anymore...

I also started to look for job. Don't know if I should go for any job now, but I guess that is what your Dad wants me to do... so should do it.

Not easy.... really not easy...

Por por and Dad didn't know why I cry so much. They are thinking I shouldn't stay at home... actually, being home is part of my relief... I can be with you (not physically, but mentally)...

Whenever I cry, I feel a tug on my heart... hope this is bcoz you are hugging me... I am thinking how you are kissing me when I am crying, asking mommy not to cry... you are here for me. right?

After you are gone, Cookie is gone too. It is a very big change for por por. I guess we all really can't handle you are in heaven earlier than us. I believe God has his plan on mommy and Daddy.

Whenever I hear the noise upstairs while I am in the kitchen. I hope this is your ghost playing in your room. Janice, isn't it crazy? But I know you are not ghost in our house, but angel in the heaven. I sometimes ask about myself... "What am I thinking?"

Anyway, I gotta go out... I miss you, baby. I miss you Janice.

Mommy misses you so much. Are you looking at me from the above?